Incision Issues

I posted that pic recently of my lovely incision (sorry) and how well it was healing, blah blah blah. Well, it’s being an a-hole now.

The smaller hole on my left side has been oozing. Sorry, I know that’s gross, but it’s real. My mom says it appears to be normal ooze, but obviously my doctor can make an official determination. It’s yellow in color, and plentiful. I’m going through gauze like it’s nobody’s business.

The hole on my right side, the bigger one that looks the most gnarly, is acting like a perfect gentleman. No issues whatsoever.

So yesterday, I noticed that to the left of the evil hole, there was a bit of a soft spot. You see, the tissue beneath the scar from hip to hip is pretty tough scar tissue. So for there to be a softer spot caught my interest. It had some give, and it felt like the skin was very thin and soft, almost like when you run your finger over a blister. It was also very sore and tender, like how an ingrown hair or pimple feels when you touch it. I just planned to not mess with it since my appointment with Dr. H is on Monday.

Well, this morning I did my usual ointment and gauze routine, and after a little while, I noticed that the soft spot had opened and turned into another hole. Dr. H had told me way back in the beginning that it was likely spots would open back up. So, I don’t know if that’s what this is or what. The other two holes never closed, they just stayed open. Anyway, this new hole is oozing, and the ooze appears the same as the one next to it, except it’s slightly tinged with pink, probably from where the skin tore when it opened.

Anyway, I’m glad I have an appointment tomorrow with Dr. H so I can see for sure if this is normal. It doesn’t appear to be infected, it doesn’t hurt or smell, and I don’t think it’s hot to the touch or anything. It is a little red around the new hole, but is that to be expected? Who knows?

All I can say is that this is so frustrating. It’s times like these when I wish I hadn’t chosen this operation. I want to be 100% already, and it’s so incredibly frustrating that I’m not. I’m not sure what I could have done differently — what I could do differently — to make it better. Every time I ask, I’m told there’s really nothing else I can do, that this stuff just happens.

My body is cancer-free, yet I’m not entirely free because I’m stuck dealing with all these after effects. So close, and yet so far away.

On a happier note, Brad and I are looking into a weekend getaway. Not sure where, just one of our many “someday” list places. We talked about it while we were out wandering today, and decided that we don’t necessarily need to plan a week-long vacation somewhere, we can just plan a weekend. Like San Francisco for example, we can fly out and spend a couple days doing things and be done with it. So we’re keeping our eyes peeled for either someplace nearby, or cheap airfare.

I’m also happy to report that I only have four more Marvel movies to watch until I’m all caught up! 😉

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